of the moon

of the moon

Wednesday 30 May 2012

i believe



I believe that the key to happiness is understanding what you need in the physical, spiritual, emotional and intellectual spheres of your existence and then giving to yourself the gift of balance.

I believe in a God that is the designer and artist of this world.  That every soul is an extension of this Divine Being and that connecting with Him is a basic human need.

I believe that we live in an unnatural world, and whatever you need to do to function in this world (as long as it is is no way harmful to others), is ok by me.

I believe that people try their best, most of the time.

I believe that people are inherently good, although unfortunately, often creatures of habit and prisoners of their circumstances.

I believe that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I believe that no one can understand the intricacies that exist in a love relationship between two people.

I believe that hope is the breath and nourishment of my soul.

I believe that friends will come and they will leave, not because they were fake, but because each person is responsible for their own journey and happiness. 

I believe you should appreciate friends, for the time that they are a part of your life.

I believe that siblings are not bonded by blood, but by the humility of growing up together.

I believe that it’s a good idea to get used to being alone, because in this life, it’s something that I will be quite often.

I believe that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

Monday 28 May 2012

why I lost him...

The gifted present

To everyone I ever loved:

My love for you tomorrow was vast enough
that I never loved you now
Through time my love grew in the was
Which hid the present within the present
Now I’m stuck in love that was, stealing from love that shall
Devoid from hope of love that will
I end the love that could
From then till there I never once loved you there and then
To everyone I never loved:

I love you now


why I fell in love with him..

An ode to mine hapiness

I hate that which is new
unshaped, unformed and not abused
I want someone used
someone clear, perfect with character like you

Deeply carved river beds
Timeous sculpted mountain heads
Volcano barren landscapes
Tormented coal becoming diamond shapes

Only with terrible sorrow
one could have euphoria tomorrow
'Tis only knowing hate
one can appreciate love thats brought by fate

I seek to find the eagle with the broken wings
The one who knows what joy flight brings

I want to see the beauty spot on the mole
the hangover after the cheer
the laughter behind every tear
I seek the darkness wich lightens the soul

I want to love you when you break me
vos sum fuifutrus tactiles ego vel
when I die you will be my crow
I need you to love me when you hate me

I want to love you, and you, the true you, the princess and the troll
I need you to love me, and me, all of me, the god without a soul